Marry Me !

I dig cooking channels okayyy . It's just fun to watch them cook delicious food although in the end I go all drooly and hungry after that . I've come to love 3 famous chefs so far . If you don't know them , OMG ! Where have you been , tsk tsk tsk !



My all time favourite would be none other than Jamie Oliver . He cooks delicious food and the best part is it's healthy and it still looks / taste yummy and ahhh the way he cooks just makes you salivate like crazy . I just envy the way he could get fresh ingredients easily since he plants them himself . Don't you just love the way he talks since he has such a short tounge . I find it rather dorky as in cute dorky , hah !



Curtis Stone , his Aussie accent I dig ! He cooks simple food that fills your tummy , healthy and its easy as ABC . Thats the best part about his recipes . Need I say more . Look at those eyes , that face of his , THE BODY . *drooools*



Nigella Lawson , she's famous for eating on the spot like after its done she'll straight away eat it . Can't you sense the envy and frustration in me when I'm tryping this ? Probabbly not . I feel like strangling her especially when she says " mmmmm , yummy *givestheeyelook* " whenever she taste her cooking . Especially when she's doing her desserts receipe . Grrrrr !

Would you care to marry me ? Yes , all 3 of you ( well I don't mind being a lesbo for Nigella , literally lahhh ) . Ahh , I could imagine me eating good food everyday , I dig good food . My tummy would be so happy forever and ever .

Crapppp , I'm hungry + sleepy now . Aurevoir !

p/s ; thanks Nadia for recommending the song I'm listening to now .

Listening to : 1234 - Plain White T's

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99 Balloons

God Gives , God Takes .


To The Beloved Coussie of Mine ,



Happy Birthday Kak Zureen :)

God Bless , may you have more UPcoming birthdays , InsyaAllah .
Have a blast siput ;)

p/s ; credits to Afiqah Aida aka fifi for introducing me to this video . KUDOS xP

Listening to : Love And Sex And Magic - Ciara feat Justin Timberlake

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Special Delivery

My teacher just got back from Australia ( Good day mate ! ) , and she brought home a souvenier for me . Meet my new friend , Aroo = Kangaroo , get it ?!


Lots has been happening this week . New friendships bloom , Older friendship gets stronger , or so it seems . The usual updates by friends who I rarely meet up since different classes etc. ahhhh , there is a good use for bus stops after all ;) Thankfully there's NO DRAMA in my life lately and NO SEJARAH EXAM last Thursday . That totally made my day ,wuuuhuuuu !

Thanks to those who were concerned regarding on my previous post towards study and those who kept my spirits up on the anonymous issue . There's a reason for me to smile all wide now looking at how many people who cared . God Bless all of you , mwahh !

Thanks to my Uncle A2 Bus who kept feeding me with lame jokes =.='

Uncle : Kacang merah ini dia campak dari tingkat 7 sampai ke bawah . Apa terjadi pada kacang itu ?
Me : Tumbuh jadi pokok ?
Uncle : Salah lahhh , dia jadi kacang hijau sebab mahu muntah . Tingkat 7 kan tinggi !
Me : *laughssarcasticly*

Uncle : Sebelum perang , ada orang British ni melawat satu tempat . Dia tengok lelaki selalu jalan dulu dan yang perempuan di belakang bawa banyak barang . Dia pelik kenapa lelaki itu tak tolong . Sepuluh tahun kemudian , dia datang balik time perang . Dia terkejut melihat kenapa perempuan jalan dulu tapi masih bawa barang banyak dan lelaki di belakang tak buat apa apa . You tahu kenapa tak ?
Me : Ladies first ?
Uncle : Salah lahhh , dulu time perang mereka suka tanam bom bawah tanah so bila pijak dia meletup . Itu pasal dia suruh perempuan jalan dulu .
Me : PFFFT !

Conclusion : My Uncle A2 Bus is the Lamest but the Coolest , weeee !

To sum up the whole week , ME = HAPPY KIDDO !

Listening to : Diva - Beyonce

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Lethargic

Mind you this post is filled with ramblings regarding on studies and how I'm terribly struggling to stay ALIVE .

I'm seriously lost in studies . Being the average student I am I tend to struggle more than other kids in my class . I can't seem to understand Accounts when it comes to transfering all the info's from the Jernal to Lejar . I don't understand a single thing regarding chapter 3 for Science , all I know is a normal human being has 46 chromosomes and vampires has 47 chromosomes and I've no idea whatsover on what's Meiosis and Mitosis aside from the fact that all of this was mentioned in the Twilight Saga :)

Add Maths is getting on my nerves these days but once I get it , ahhhhh the feeling of JOY . Mind you , it takes a really LONG time to get it . Do I need to even elaborate more ? Maths is okay but I suck badly in chapter 3 and I don't know why . I can't seem to differentiate the difference between Subsets , Universal Sets , and Complement of a Set . Sejarah , gosh where do I even begin with this monstreous subject . It's the most evil subject of all . With the piles of piles of informations that needs to be known by heart with those excrutiating essays to be done .

Oh , have I told you that both my cousins on my mom's side has gotten excellent results for their SPM `08 with 9A's and 7A's . Their both doing medic as in wanting to be doctors and one of them is even flying to Egpyt to learn medic and I don't even know what's the other one's plan . Oh great.....

P/s ; can somebody tell me where could I download old songs . I'm seriously addicted to Alleycats right now . Seriously....

Listening to :-

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Dear Anonymous .

Hi , first off thanks for viewing this blog of mine . Secondly , don't judge if you don't know me that well . So what if I'm fat and ugly ? I'm happy with myself and at least I'm not pretending to be someone I'm not . People like you who judge to easily is the reason why many people out there , teenagers mainly feel insecure and tend to do silly things just to stop you people from judging them . Why judge ? Are you being judged by people around you and thats why your passing the burden to someone else so that your not going to be the only one to feel bad about yourself ? What good does judging people give to you ?

Eventhough I'm fat and ugly as you may say so , what you and the rest of the world think dosen't matter because in the end were all equally the same in Gods eyes . Have you ever heard of the phrase " don't judge a book by its cover " , well if you have not heard it before , it means don't judge people before knowing them . So stop judging me for being who I am and stop judging me until you know me THAT well to even judge me .

F.Y.I this is MY blog and I've the right to do what I want . So who cares If I take too many pictures and pose like a bimbo who's fat and ugly . This is my blog and I may write what ever I want MY way . If you don't like me for being who I am , you may leave . I don't need you as there are many other people / friends out there who love and care for me for who I am and they don't judge me for being confident with my own body and self .

You take care alright . Stop judging , it ain't getting you no where . If you keep on judging , you'll one day get tired of it and it'll still make you unsatisfied and unhappy . Whats the point of judging when all your getting are sins ? I may not be the right person to say this and I may not be perfect myself but it's the truth .

I'll be praying for you so that God would open up your heart to make you realize that there's no good in judging . If you ever stumble upon this post , do know that I've no hard feelings for you and I'm willing to forgive you upon your actions .

p/s ; I'm replying to the Anonymous in my Cbox .

Listening to : Ku Sendiri - Aliff Aziz

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Bum Bum Bum , Yeah Yeah Yeah

Hello :)

School on Friday was AWESOME thanks to English . We had to do a presentation " spontaneously " on the Poem " If " by Rudyard Kipling . It's my fav poem up to date . So , I had to team up with 11 of my classmates and present Stanza 1 in front of the whole class . We decided to present the poem using the song Mercy by Duffy . The guys were told to say Bum Bum Bum for the whole stanza and the girls will sing it according to the melody of the song Mercy and at the end of every line Mardheanna will say the trademark of the song Mercy which is " yeah , yeah " . I was practically laughing / trying not to laugh for the whole performance because of Miss Nabilah who kept on laughing behind the book . I couldn't even face the class while we were performing . I've this thing you see , whenever I tend to be nervous to present something infront of a big crowd my eyes will go all blurry and I won't get to see anything . I think its because of a) I'm long-sighted and I'm not wearing my glasses . b) It's Gods way of helping me to do my best . Amin . God has his own way on helping those who are in need .

Headed to SACC Mall today . Was worned - out like seriously . But Mom and Dad being their usual self , can't live without me tagging along with them *coughs* , so they dragged me along lah kann . The plan was to head down to PKNS to do some shopping but turns out all the usual " pasar " store wasn't available due to some stuff going on .





Had breakfast at Big Apple . Didn't have any donuts as I'm a loyal fan of J.co . According to Mom and Dad though , Big Apple's getting WAY better from the last time we tried . I hated it the first time as the donuts weren't as good and delicious and mouth - watering as J.co's . Plus , I think J.co's co-workers are so friendly and the atmosphere there is much more welcoming and they have my FAV donut there which is BlackJack . So , what's not to like eyh ? Sorry to those Big Apple fans out there .




Look at them go ! My Mom and Dad must've been really hungry , huh ?
Mom , Dad , don't kill me :3

We ended up walking around SACC Mall which is superbly boring . Thankfully found a couple of stores which contains stuff that I would like to buy / is in my wishlist . Crossing 2 stuff out of my To Buy List , weee ~





1. High-waisted Belt
2. Anna Sui Wallet
3. BowBow , the name of my new plate

Oh snaaaaaaaaaaaaaap ! Akademi Fantasia 7 is starting soon . Whattt , we MUST support our local music industry / reality shows okay ?

p/s ; Happy 16 to :

The " Sejuk " , Nabilah !

Listening to:-

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Dani says ,

I don't update about myself AT ALL these days compared to my addictiveness to reading which is the main thing I'm updating this blog with . Sorry lahhh , books just makes me happy and yes , occupied . It helps improves my English tahu .

F.Y.I this post dosen't ONLY dedicated to Dani okayy , its to all you lovely readers who put up with me and keep reading my blog although its mostly about books , heh . I just can't help myself , I feel so empty and boring and moody . Qayyum I'm having mood swings too , sep kawan :)

Updates about myself , yes ? Now don't come complaining to my cbox saying , " Ainaa , you talk TOO much about yourself . " Here goes nothing , can I get a drumroll please ?

♦ I'm feeling rather stressed out these days as midterms are around the corner and there's lots to read . I'm unhappy as well , cause I can't live without reading any storybooks :(
♦ The school canteen ice-cream is really yummy :)
♦ Claude's getting dusty and bored siting in the closet as it's been WEEKS since I've gone anywhere .
♦ I'm still waiting for the Twilight Saga , Official Guide book to be released . When lahh , Stephenie Meyer oihhh .
♦ I'm dying to go shopping right now , there's lots on my list .
♦ I'm saving money now a days since Mom and Dad are having economy trouble . So in order to get books I want , got to sacrifice to get them = Mom makes me bring food from home . Yummy , ahhhh Mama's love . Teheeee !
♦ I've recently finished reading Twilight and New Moon for the second time and my hands are itching to start reading Eclipse and the Awesome Breaking Dawn , gahh !
♦ To those who tend to message me , I'm sorry for not replying . It's not that I'm anti-social or that I've changed my number , I'm just too lazy to reload . Might as well save my dad's money for something like SHOPPING , kann ?
♦
I Miss Abdul Qayyum Roslan . Bila nak borak , sep kaki ;) I still owe you Starbucks and you still owe me Tgi Fridays . Hah , we so got to HANG OUT weyhh !
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Robert Pattinson / Edward Cullen's GQ photoshoot was insanely HOT .
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His new hair do is totally SEXY on him . Meowww !
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Conclusion : I'm still addicted to Edward Cullen & The Twilight Saga .

Crappp , I gotta go . Bye *fartsloudly* OPPPPPS !


p/s ; All pictures of Robert Pattinson / Edward Cullen are all credited to www.flickr.com , Qayyum's picture is credited to his own blog , http://michaeljacksondazzlesme.blogspot.com/ , Thanks yo !

Listening to : Boom Boom Pow - Black Eyed Peas

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Uhhhh

meet Gigi the smelly toy of mine , Sayang OKAY !

Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia ; its the fear of long words .

See how lifeless I could get withought any storybooks to read . I feel so empty and unhappy . I want to reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad so badly :(
Screw the exams , erghhh !

Note to self : get MORE books after the midyear exams .

I'm so pissed off , I ain't gonna say bye .

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Everybody has secrets ...

will this one break somebody's heart ?
Rate : 9/10

This book was recommended to me by Wei Jean . I'm glad that I listened to her , because this is by far one of the BEST books written by Dorothy Koomson after her award - winning book , " My Bestfriends Girl " .

The story goes like this , Eight years ago , Nova Kumalisi agreed to have a baby for Mal and Stephanie Wacken . Halfway through the pregnancy , the couple changed their minds and walked away , leaving Nova pregnant , scared and alone .

Eight years ago , Stephanie was overjoyed at the thought of becoming a mother - until she found a text from Mal to Nova saying , ' Goodnight , beautiful ' . Terrified of losing her husband to his closest friend , Stephanie asked him to cut all ties to Nova and their unborn child .

Now , Nova is anxiously waiting for her son , Leo , to wake up from a coma , while childless Stephanie is desperately trying to save her failing marriage . Although they live separate lives, both women have secrets that will bind them together for ever . . .

Incredibly moving and powerfully written , Goodnight , Beautiful is a tale of love , friendship and new beginnings .

Thumbs Up to Dorothy Koomson !
Ohh , I've just watched Twilight againnn , with Mommy yesterday . Funny thing is she C R I E D , hah . Now that explains why I'm a hoplesss romantic freak ! The bad thing is though , my Mom's gone crazy over MY Edward Cullen , OH NO ! I'm sensing a War coming up , hmppph !

Crap , got to pee . Ciao !

p/s ; I'm dying to go BOOK SHOPPING , weeeee ~

Listening to : Cinta Adam Dan Hawa - Misha Omar

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History

I know as a Malaysian I should be proud of my country's History and trust me I am superbly proud and honoured to be learning it in school to see what they've been thru to make Malaysia how it is now .

History is a tough subject I might add . Because there's a lot of memorizing to do , I know I'm so called " berat sebelah " because why can I memorize tonnes of songs but I can't even memorize my own country's history ! *punchstomachs*

I'm too stressed up right now . Everything in form 4 - 5 is all going to be in subjective forms . And trust me , History is getting on my nerves , from the notes we have to do , piles and piles of essay homework and those gazzilion dates / peoples name we have to memorize . ERGHHHHH !

Why I'm so stressed up over History you might ask ?

1. I don't see the point of doing notes . I use to be so " rajin " and do my own notes by reading the whole chapter and summarizing it into my own " peta minda " . But now with the pile of homeworks thats haunting me I've got NO time at all to do like that anymore . And basically everyone's been copying the notes from the note book bought in koperasi . What's the point when were just copying the same thing into our note book ?

2. History is a subject whereby you need A LOT of exercise to help you in memorizing the facts right . Tonnes of exercises would help you to know what are the types of questions will be asked and how are we suppose to answer it . It basically has the same rule as Maths / Add Maths . The more you practise the more you know and the better you get at it .

It dosen't mean I hate History . It's just too , DOT DOT DOT DOT DOT .

Bye *bangshead*

Listening to : The Climb - Miley Cyrus