* Before you , my life was like a moonless night . Very dark , but there were stars -- points of light and reason . And then you shot across my sky like a meteor . Suddenly everything was on fire ; there was brilliancy , there was beauty . When you were gone , when the meteor had fallen over the horizon , everything went black . Nothing had changed , but my eyes were blinded by the light . I couldn’t see the stars anymore . And there was no more reason for anything . *

Monday, November 16

Not A Happy Kiddo



1. I'm so bored rotting at home doing nothing which is bad because SPM is next year .
2. I've no mood to study , AT ALL . I'm a dumb bimbo and I need all the time I could get but I'm just wasting it all doing nothing .
3. My parents are constantly reminding me to study , every single second , minute , hour , day , month , year .
4. My dad is already asking me to go search up Mr.Google for information regarding on courses I want to take to further my studies .
5. I'm seriously stressing about classes next year since all the tuition centers here are pretty much EMPTY and DEAD and mom doesn't want to drive all the way to taipan .
6. I don't even know the differences between undergraduate and postgraduate , bla bla bla bla .
7. I just wish I could kidnap Afiqah and do a brain surgery and switch our brain so I could have her brain instead .
8. I just hate people who tend to talk crap all the time . I know we can't shut peoples mouth from talking , kalau boleh gua nak masukkan cili padi kat mulut dia orang biar padan . Bikin gua panassssssssssss !
9. I'm so out of my league .

Listening to :-

:D

Wednesday, November 11

Kotak 13 , 10th November 2009





The MasterMinds behind all of it


First off , on behalf of Afiqah , Durar , Nadia , Nabilah , and Myself , I would like to apologize to all our friends who didn't get invited to Afiqah's Surprise Early Birthday Party . We decided it was best if we only did it with the 5 of us since we're afraid that we couldn't invite everyone since there's a lot of you and one of you may get left out and that wouldn't be fair so this was the best solution we could think of . We truly apologize but look at the bright side , you guys get to celebrate with her without us butting in , now wouldn't that be awesome ?

That's us fooling around while revising our plans for the 100th time while waiting for " the call " from Afiqah Aida . We've been planning this since the week before examination starts and so we want to make it perfect , enjoyable as possible for all of us especially for Afiqah since it's her day . Why so early ? Hah , it was my idea since I won't be around in December and the birthday girl herself isn't sure whether she'll be here or not so we decided to forward the celebration yesterday .






So Nadia's booked Red Box for 5 people at 12 o'clock which was pretty late and we had to take up some time to distract Afiqah from coming early . So while I was headed out Afiqah called and asked me what time I was leaving and I nearly " terkantoi " but I was a fast thinker so she didn't expect anything . We that is me and Nadia reached Sunway Pyramid around 11.45 and we lingered around searching for a place to eat for lunch while waiting for Nabilah and Durar to arrive . When they finally arrive we headed down to Red Box since it was already 11.50 . Upon arriving we were really excited and started puting everything at their places . We started wearing party hats and suddenly we received " the call " from Afiqah . We were so not ready and so we told Nadia to kill time .




Nadia took the longest time ever according to Afiqah . Nadia told her that she was having a bad tummy ache and this " nenek " of mine had to chose the farthest toilet in Sunway Pyramid . She actually went in the toilet and pretty much did nothing and she just sat there waiting for us to call . We were waiting for her at Red Box for quite a long time and I think she didn't receive our calls . We've already lighted the candle and the candle was shrinking in size upon waiting and Nabilah was saying that we'll be eating wax cake and not chocolate cake . So I asked Afiqah what happend next and she said Nadia told her that we were at KFC ordering food and she was like okay after that Nadia told her we were at Starbucks and Afiqah was getting pretty pissed off till she said to me that she was going to sepak all of us if we weren't there . Nadia then closed her eyes and she didn't want to move so Nadia had to drag her all the way to Red Box without her knowing and she was slower than a turtle I tell you . When she arrived at Red Box she suspected we brought her there but Nadia being the good liar told her that it wasn't .





Nadia knocked on our door and we screamed " Kejutaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan ! " while blowing those party things and she was shocked to see Nabilah holding the cake and she was so speechless . I just loved that moment . Too bad I can't really capture it because she was moving a lot . So we sang her a birthday song and she blew her candles at the door . We were all jumping and smiling the whole way . We got her a Bonzai Tree as you could see which she totally didn't expect as well because she thought that it was some decorations . Talk about one of a kind , well who's idea was it lah kan *coughs*







We were belting out tonnes of songs which was really fun we even sang ' Andai Ku Tiada ' by Alleycats which was funny since the chorus kept on repeating when we thought it was over . I'm sure that we were the most " bising " bunch there since we were laughing and screaming and jumping and singing out of tune except for Afiqah since she's a great singer . We had the time of our lifes here . It was one of the best experience I ever had in my life . I'm still talking and imagining about it until today which is worth the money we paid for .





Some of the shots taken at Redbox before heading out to Sunway Pyramid . We were pretty sad to leave Redbox and one of our final " performances " was the song ' Boom Boom Pow & I Gotta Feeling ' by Black Eyed Peas , ' Party In The USA ' by Miley Cyrus and this song which I can't remember the title but the lyrics had a lot of down down down down down . Ahaha ,






Popeye's ! I love their french fries and their mash potatoes are one of the best so far . You could see in the first picture how much Afiqah's enjoying the mash potatoe and the second picture shows my joy towards the fries . For the third picture is me buat muka simpati because I fell at the escalator and hit those sharp ends but thankfully I landed on Nabilah which is a good thing or I'll die of utter embarassment but the cut was pretty deep and I'm still bleeding when I got home and it's pretty swollen now . I even got up every few hours to check if I could still move my leg because I was really scared that I could not walk or move my legs anymore .





A picture at the photobooth is a must when it comes to outings like this and thanks to Afiqah for paying . The few last pictures were suggested by Nadia but I prefer calling her nenek which suits her better . She was so jakoon when we passed thru this store which had this mirror as their display and started suggesting to me to take pictures so I willingly did it eventhough passer bys were looking at us weirdly .



Conclusion : We Rock It !


Listening to : Satellite Heart - Anya Marina

:D

Saturday, November 7

Who , What , Where ?



Burning the Midnight Oil





Otak dah melencong





Unplanned Celebration , gila sempoiiiii !






Note to self : Selalu merajuk dengan Danial Zian


That's about it during my 3 weeks sort of absence . Oh Wells ...

Listening to : Ice - ice Baby - Vanilla Ice

:D

Friday, November 6

10th October






" The usuals ( Uncle Izzat , Aunte Zura and Auntie Che Na with their family ) are coming over this Saturday " said Mama . I was so excited when she told me about it . It's been ages since we had a get together like this . Everyone's so busy with their own activities or agenda .

So , mama cooked all her specialties like Laksa Penang which was delicious and made her famous homemade furit salad . Nom , Nom , Nom ! Not only that , papa was being really generous and a good hostest , he went all around town buying the famous rojak near ss15 , he even went all the way to the place where they sell those delicious " Sate Kajang ". He even bought the fingerlicking cake from Secret Recipe . Mhmmm .... All the diet just gone down the drain . Oh well , Raya setahun sekali , kata - kata yang akan diperdengarkan sepanjang musim perayaan untuk menyejukkan hati masing - masing .

Auntie Zura's onde - onde

I think everyone was pretty anxious for the usuals to come by . It was pretty late when the first guest arrived . It was our neighbour Auntie Zura and family . They were the first to arrive which they didn't expect at all as they had another open house before us . As usual whenever we go to someones place its a Malay custom to bring a little bit of a token of appreciation and so Auntie Zura brought over onde - onde . We were getting really impatient waiting for Uncle Izzat and Auntie Che Na to come over . Looks like they were lost of their way over .

Syifa Izzat

Auntie Che Na's Orked

About 30 minites or so , Uncle Izzat and family came over but only Syifa was seen as Syakirah had something going on so she couldn't come over and of course the day was still incomplete because Abang wasn't there . I hope that he's well and alright in UK . A few minutes later Auntie Che Na and family came over . Auntie Che Na brought over this lovely Orked for us . What's more special about it is that she grew them herself .

Alynn & Auntie Che Na

As usual when all of us meet up it's bound to be bombastic , chaotic and really hectic . Ali was molested by everybody but I'd just like to go a little credit to Alynn for helping me with Ali . She taught me a few tricks about changing the lighting and everything . Thanks sister from another mother .

While eating , I even told them a few jokes such as the one Aika told me about " Bulan Bintang " and about " What's huge green and turns red " which I laugh to all by myself . I even told them about the joke Leslie told me using the slang he uses which made Alynn laugh histerically . The joke was " What do you call transformers mother and father ? " which thankfully Auntie Zana got the joke or I'll be laughing all by myself again =.='


Aizad

Sharil


We even had fun listening to Aizad play the out of tune guitar . According to Sharil their planning on forming a band . Ahaha if you people need a vocalist , call my agent okay ;)


Syifa , Alynn , Nabilah jengkit jer kerja . Pendek tuh pendek jer lah , tengok saya , redha dengan ketinggian begini .


It's hard meeting up with everyone so of course with an oppurtunity like this we must use it well . Thats what my mama taught me . So its click away taking as many photos for Facebook . Facebook is like the latest new thing . It wasn't complete again without Abang and Syasya . I felt their absence the most especially during the group photo . It's sad not having the ones you love around you . Nahhh , this is a happy post , so I'm not even going there .

Same DNA =.='


Ahhhhh , it feels good to meet up after so long . Alhamdullilah , syukur . It feels great to catch up with Syifa especially . I had the best time of my life today . Thanks for making my day the usuals .

p/s ; tengkuk , belakang , bontot gua manyak sakit siot !

p/p/s ; Sharmaine Arissa , Happy Sweet 16 Sayang . God Bless and I love you , heh . Komisen yeah nenek dah post nama you kat sini .

Listening to : Ring Ding Dong - Shinee

:D

Thursday, November 5

Afiq and Amir

Amir Safwan

Afiq and Amir

Afiqah Aida

Durar


I must say I'm the most hard working student ever in Seafield History . Want to know why ? Examinations are over and I could just sit back and relax well you could say rott at home all day long but I choose not to . Instead I went to school eventhough I'm not involve in returning the SPBT books as I buy my own set of books . I broke the school law today thanks to Timah . I brought my camera ( which has been molested pretty badly by everyone ) to school today . The day started with our class teacher entering the class to check up on all the SPBT books . Afiqah was pissed off really because her books serial number were jotted down incorrectly and teacher said that the SPBT deparment told everyone that if its not the same number as the one in their recording then it means that the student must've stold it from someone else's . How angry she was with that statement so she went off to her sit dengan muka 10 sen .

KLCC ; Chin Ling & Hwee Hwang

Teah , Azim , Amir , Vicky & Aika

Teah & Azim

Vicky & Aika

Akmal , Amir , Nasri , Fahim & Afiq

Akmal , Amir , Nasri , Fahim , Afiq & Hwee Hwang


It was quite a bore really so I was glad that Timah encouraged me to bring along my camera with me . When camera meets Ainaa and friends , there's bound to be a lot of camwhoring involve . I was eager to take as much photo's possible because it's going to be AGES till we meet again . Who know's whats going to happen next year , mana tahu ada yang decide nak pindah or whatsoever .

Afiq

Amir


Afiq or shall I say Afique Mraz was hangging out with us a lot today . Thanks weyhh . Without him I think Afiqah , Durar and I would die of boredom . He started talking to Afiqah about all the Jason Mraz's songs and stuff which he told me before our Maths test yesterday which I've not gotten the chance to listen to yet . We were basically clueless until recess . My tummy was grumbling for food . Durar and I bersepakat untuk makan dengan banyak , hah macam tak biasa . So while eating , I saw one of the twins , Sue Teng and Sue Man carrying a bowl of ais - kacang and then it hit me . I've been wanting it so badly for such a long time and thankfully the girls were there to back me up as well . We couldn't really take pictures in the canteen as there were a lot of Puan Ung's " mata - mata " . But the ais - kacang was worth the money we paid for it , it was really filling till Durar burped 3 times in a row . Which was shocking since seboroi - boroi aku , aku burp sekali jer , Ahahaha ! Amir being his ever " bujet " self keep coming over asking / posing for his picture to be taken , katanya macam Armani Exchange , hah dream on weyhhh .

Amir , Akmal & Fahim

Amir & Nasri


Fahim & Afiq


Like I said before , we were really bored and didn't know what to do so Afiq told us about this game called " Telefon Buruk " . I've never played this game before and so I was laughed at really badly . So the game is that someone will write down any crap they want to on a piece of paper and it must be really long because itu baru mencabar . So we started playing with only four players which is Amir , Durar , Afiqah , Afiq , Nasri and Myself . Afiq writes really funny stuffs and Amir is known to remix whatever he receives from the person before him . Take this for example , Afiq wrote something else and what Amir told Durar who told me and I told Afiqah is " Ani melarang ibunya pergi ke padang . Keesokan harinya ibu Ani pergi ke padang lalu terjatuh dan patah tulang rusuk " . There wasn't any tulang rusuk or the name of the person was Ahmad and not Ani we were laughing histerically till Puang Mardalina gave us the dirty look . We kept on appologizing . Timah was curious with our laughter and started joining the game which was even funnier than before .






I must say eventhough its childish but it definetly made my day . Well , I hope Amir and Afiq are happy now since their name is scattered all over this post . Gonna watch all the videos Afique Mraz recommended me to watch . Ciao Cincau !

p/s ; Video Lembap sangatlah korang . Sorry !

Listening to : YouTube Videos

:D

Saturday, October 31

Ibu , Engkaulah Ratu Hatiku





Kepada Puan Fadzilah Abd Rashid ,

Terima Kasih , kerana melahirkan aku ke dunia yang begitu indah ciptaan oleh-Nya .
Terima Kasih , kerana menyusui aku ketika aku masih tidak boleh menghadam makanan biasa .
Terima Kasih , kerana menjaga , membelai , mencurahkan kasih sayang sepenuhnya kepadaku .
Terima Kasih , kerana memberiku pendidikan supa kelak aku menjadi orang yang berguna kepada masyarakat , bangsa dan negara .
Terima Kasih , kerana memenuhi segala kemahuanku , walaupun aku jarang mengungkapkannya namun , Terima Kasih Mama .
Terima Kasih , kerana menegurku ketika aku kadang - kadang tertinggi suara padamu , teguran itu tandanya sayang .

Ibu , Umi , Mother , Mommy , Mama .....
Terima Kasih kerana menjaga serta menyayangiku " bagai menatang minyak yang penuh " .

Maafkanlah anakanda sekiranya terkasar atau tertinggi suara terhadap ibunda . Maafkanlah anakanda juga sekiranya anakanda menggores hati ibunda .

Selamat Ulang Tahun Mama !


Semoga diberkati , dimurahkan rezeki dan dipanjangkan umur . InsyaAllah , Amin .
Ucapan Terima Kasih itu tidak mencukupi dengan apa yang telah engkau berikan pada diriku ini .



I am what I am today because of you .
I Love You Mama !


p/s ; Happy Birthday to Pak Su as well !

:D

Thursday, October 22

She's My Barbie Girl ~




" I'm a barbie girl , In a barbie world .... "


Dear Syifa Izzat , this ones specially for you baby ;)

To the 7 years and counting kawan ,
To the travelling partner ( which we've not done in AGES ! ),
To the shopping kaki ( remember when we were young and silly kids , we use to buy silly stuffs like fake feaces , etc ) ,
To the person who I spent most of my childhood times with ( remember those sleep overs , going off to Thailand , riding the rollercoaster countless of time in Australia . ) ,
To the girl I turn to when I need someone to talk to or just to hear me crap all the time ,
To the kid at heart who's still is crazy over " Barbie's " ,
To the gril who still can't accept the fact that Nicholas Jerry Jonas belongs to me and only me ,
To the first girl who saw me naked ( now don't put it that way . ewww , gross ! we use to have baths together when we were young ) ,
To the ever so petite , kind - hearted , lembap , innocent , hot , gorgeous , sexy woman I've grown to adore and love A LOT !

I just want to say that if I were gay you'd be my type , hehe *angkat-angkatkening*

Happy 17th Birthday Sweetheart !

I You


Know that I love you very much and I'll always be there when you need me *kisskiss*
Baby ,
don't go kembang when you read this okay and your most welcome :)


p/s ; Farhanah Zolkefli , know that I miss you , SANGAT !

Listening to :-

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